i cant believe this depressing post shall be the first post of 2010. i doubt anyone will ever read this or anything so i'm just going to vent my frustrations here. it's been really really weird lately. im feeling stressful for no reason and i dont know,i just feel awful. i dont feel this way before. im depressed like seriously. maybe its because i dont like the way im now,i hate the reality or somethings are just making me feel bad. i dont know why.
i'll post soon!! hahahhaha!!!(:
i just do. at least i still feel this way. NOW. if you're wondering why you cant see this, its meant to be like this...i dont need people to know that im not feeling good... - funny,nobody will see this anyway..